Mistress Zaynab's
Diary
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Three hours of near silence?
Because I typically enjoy long sessions, a novice friend recently asked "What do you do during a three hour session?"
I thought I'd answer here. A three hour sessions is one part meditation, one part experimentation, and one part deep reward. What does that mean? The meditation part comes in serving Me in a quiet but meaningful way (e.g., a nice long pedicure with foot worship, a massage, etc.). The experimentation part of a long session involves My improvisational style. With the slave's limits in mind, I let My mood and whims lead. I may decide to deprive the slave of senses, or I may slowly build up new sensations until the slave's mind releases any and all hopes of control. I may just dictate a spontaneous exercise routine to test the slave's abilities and endurance. This is the part where I get to play and do "research."
Finally, in the deep reward part of the session, I use My knowledge of the slave's likes and triggers to bring him to a level of submission that is profoundly satisfying to him. In short, I get the slave high. If they get high on pain, I can go there. If they get high on being turned into a slut, I'll go there. If they get high on the threat of being abandoned or being caught doing something humiliating in public, I might venture into those areas. I have met slaves who are get incredibly high doing housework in high heels. Others love the anticipation of being a toilet in waiting, forced to take whatever comes from me when I return. Each slave is different.
These three elements are woven together, not always in equal parts or in that order, and often in ways that are feel seamless to the slave. That is what I do during a three hour session.
Now what do I do during a 24 hour session? That, My perverts, is a different matter all together. I use the same parts as above and add in things such as caging, domestic service, and total and complete control of all activities from when and what the slave eats, to how they stand, sit, kneel, lie down, etc.. Parts of a 24 hour session may be casual and others can be so deeply involved that the slave will and does forget where and even who he is.
What makes My sessions unique, and what many of My own slaves enjoy, is the fact that I talk very little during a session. I speak to give commands and ask questions. Or when I'm doing hypnosis, I use My voice. I have noticed from a few slaves trained in the habits of other Dommes, that some expect to be given a play by play as we go along. I do give some indication of where things are going, and I do My best to give clear instructions. Beyond that it interrupts My flow to be asked what I'm doing. I get into a Dominant trance of sorts, which involves reading My sub, letting My imagination roam, and feeling the energy of the moment. I have run into cases where the slave just does not understand how to give up a sense of control over what is happening. And I understand That some just take longer to trust Me than others.
My good slaves know this: Shut up, let go, and watch the joy on My face as I quite simply... play. I am the artist, and you are My medium. As I told one slave the other day, I haven't killed anyone yet. Nor have I overstepped anyone's limits.
MZ
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