Mistress Zaynab's
Diary
Friday, May 15, 2009
back to life again
My health? Much better, thank you. I've even resumed my morning work out. Just a minor lingering cough left to tolerate until it leaves Me.
I must be honest, My sweet subbies, slaves and perverts: Sometimes running a BDSM studio makes Me tired of this business. I've found in the past 7 months that for every legitimate and sincere inquiry, most Dommes receive three or four from time wasters, wankers, men looking for prostitutes, or outright asses. With those odds one begins to look at every e-mail as a potential nothing, and one tends to stop being excited to answer one's phone. As Head Mistress I see all of it, and with the economy the way it is, it becomes frustrating. For Dommes, this is Our livelihood. You mess with that and your karma is going to drag you down.
I love this business. I adore truly submissive men. I wish there were more of you than (making a face as id smelling something awful) "them."
I've seen "them" cause one very good Domme to walk away, tired of the effort it takes to weed through the garbage. Why can't people just be real?
But let's return to the positive shall we? I'm all about remaining optimistic in this life.
I've found lately that I'm really enjoying My role as life coach to submissives. I noticed that one of My heroes (Sexy Sadist) is now getting Her certification to become an official Life Coach. How appropriate! Deep down in the Sadistic heart is a desire to help others.
So here is My instruction to you for today. Look at your daily habits. Find one small thing that is not helpful to your well-being, and may in fact be doing you some harm to yourself or someone else. This can be smoking, drinking too much coffee, eating donuts, listening to harsh inner voices, putting up with someone who repeatedly mispronounces your name, watching TV instead of doing that thing you've been wanting to do, putting off writing to Me (nudge nudge). Now stop the habit for one week. Just stop. Pretend that you're on a water wheel, and before you get dunked into that habit again, jump off.
That's it. One seemingly easy task (though it may be harder than it sounds). Do it for Mistress, and then write and tell Me about it in one week.
MZ
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